My wrist is a little weirdo, and i’ts not letting me writing. I’ll rest my hand for a while and come back later, I hope.
♣| “You make my kokoro go doki doki…”
⌛|“Elliot, what….? Are you drunk or something?”
“You can’t remember…?” A hand passed over his face to take away his blond hair hiding his beautiful green eyes. Placing her hand on his cheek, Ayumi was getting worried. It wasn’t the first time that Oz and disappeared without remembering why. The chain had not laché his arms. Yes, she would never let him go.
“I know you don’t lie to me Oz, I know. Anything for it does not happen again. I promise you, I will protect you.” Continuing to caress Oz’s cheek, Ayumi made a slight grimace as her arms and her hands were still as bad. Scars of pieces of glass were still present … As Oz didn’t see them, everything was fine. Ayumi was there to help and not he help her. Yes, the chain wanted to stay by his side to protect him …
⌛|“Thank you, Yuu-chan”. Oz answered back, looking at her eyes. He could see her concerned about him. Why this is so… Letting his eyes closing, Oz felt a awkward movement made by her, as she’s hurt. “Mon Ange…?” Asking, fearing. The emerald tone glanced at her, wishing for an answer. “Did something happen?”
((All of the time.))
You don’t understand. If we RP together, I want you to wake me up at 5am with ideas. I want to lose sleep over the fact that they’ve broken up, I want the manips, I want the chatzys, I want the broken heart and the tears. I want all of that. Its part of the experience of falling in love with RP, and its why I started the whole thing in the first place.
Continuing to gently hug the teen felt his trembling which made it weird. It was not normal Oz trembling in her arms. Gently laying his cheek against hers, Ayumi tried to understand.
The answer her questions were again odd. As if Oz would never tell him where he disappeared, he did. A force that was afraid to Ayumi especially made her lose confidence. “Again? … What happened that you do not want to tell me again …?”
⌛|“I can’t remember, mon Ange.” Oz simply replied, without making any comments. Why is it so hard to do it. His mind is playing against him, again.
“It’s not that I don’t want to tell you, it’s because I really can’t… If I could only… Only know what happened, I’d say without lying.” Behind those words, his thought’re getting confused. Why he couldn’t be happy with her… Why something should be so… Out of place? He felt so sorry for not be strong enough, to end this… His weakness always killed her happiness. He still wondered, why she just still stays by his side, while he even can’t protect her? Not only Ayumi, no. He couldn’t protect anyone.
◊ | Pandora wasn’t really calling on the trio. They were just heading back to the Rainsworth manor to rest. Even after all what’s happened, the three still had to work in Pandora—even though the Baskervilles’ pursuit was at fail. That was all three months ago. Three months—since Jack and Glen’s souls had disappeared and peace was restored to the country.
“Only for an hour.” She nodded. “Ya aren’t feelin’ well, Oz?” Perhaps he should retire early or rest at the mansion? “Ya were moanin’ and groanin’ in your sleep. What happened?” Blink. “Did ya have a bad dream?”
⌛|His eyes lost a little of brightness. Three months already passed… Three months after the almost new Tragedy of Sablier… Three months after Jack showed his true intentions… After he knew the truth… The boy still couldn’t face it, 25 years thinking he’s… He was a human… And his owner was trapped, inside of him. No, Jack wasn’t his master, the one who deserves to be called this is Alice.
“I think I’m tired after all.” Groaning and moaning? Oz frowned, a little concerned. “I probably had, though I can’t remember it now. Thank you, Alice.”
◊ | “Mmh!” A small huff, before she seated herself next to the blonde. “We came here because we were headin’ back to Sharon’s place, but that stupid horse got tired—and needed a break.” She crossed her arms over her chest.
“I dunno when we’re gonna get back on, though.” She continues to stare at him as he smiled back on her. “Ya fell asleep for about an hour. Ya okay, Oz?”
⌛|He followed her actions, while still trying to fix this lack of memory. “Hum…” The nly that came out of his mouth. Heading back to the Rainsworth mansion…? Did Pandora called them…?
“I felt asleep for an hour…?” He repeat scared. This is very strange, he wasn’t tired, this he was sure about. So, why…? “Yes, I’m feeling well. I did something strange while sleeping, Alice?” The blonde asked back, curious.
She had to have an answer is not it? It was not a dream? To be sure, Ayumi hand gently grabbed a piece of his sleeve noting that last month, the dream had finally ended to become realit.
Letting his emotions away, her arms surrounded by Oz without speaking out against it tightly. Finally .. Finally, it would no longer be alone. Everyone disappeared around it right now. Solitude, loneliness again. Now, you were finished. “Now that you’re here, I’m fine Oz.” she did not let go. “And you … How are you? … Where were you?”
⌛|A month without feelings human’s contact made Oz almost scared when Ayumi hugged him. Cold, yes, cold. Trembling a little, the blonde smiled back, speechless. He was so glad to see his angel, happy…
Though, her question… Where was him? He couldn’t remember. No, he doesn’t want to do it. It was so, no. It hurts, the memories brought by that place. “I dunno, I dunno, Yuu-chan. I dunno how to answer your questions.”